Co-Founder, Journey2Wholeness Ministries, teach, minister, public speaker, locally, nationally and international through
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Read my testimony below:
I cannot
tell you how thankful I am for God's word and promises for
healing in my life. His word says he came to heal All
diseases. I learned I had a broken
heart and I needed the Father's Love so desperately.
I also learned I had unloving spirits of self-hatred where
I turned against myself. Plus, extreme bitterness toward
my dad. When I started studying "A More Excellent Way,"
in 2004, I learned that 80% of all diseases of mankind have
a spiritual root with various psychological and biological
manifestations. All spiritually rooted diseases are a result
of separation on three levels - (Matthew 22:36-40).
Separation from God,
His Word and His love.
Separation from yourself.
Separation from others.
When you have a separation
in any of these three areas, fear comes in. When I learned
to apply God's word in my life and look for blocks, I was
set free from my diseases listed below:
Asthma
– fear of abandonment in my life
Insomnia - my entire
life since birth
Heart Disease (Mitro
Valve Prolapse)
Many Food allergies and
Environment Allergies
Restless Leg Syndrome
Dissociative Identity
Disorder (DID)
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Chronic Back Pain - arthritis
Extreme anxiety attacks
to the point I could not get out of bed for a couple of
days at a time.
Oppression and Depression
Nightmares and torment
Low Thyroid
Hormone Imbalance, and
more
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Parents When They Have Been Evil Towards You
I've done all the traditional
stuff such as psychiatry counseling, behavior modification,
medications, Leanne Payne, Discovering Intimacy, inner healing
ministries, several deliverance ministries (vision life,
Don Dickerman Ministries, plus other deliverance ministries),
healing lines, alternative medicine and seeding faith for
my healing. None got until "A More Excellent Way"
got me free from my diseases - physically and mentally.
I had to come to terms with
DID and that it is all demonic. There is no where in the
bible describing parts or alters, but spirit beings that
come in through traumas. When I took responsibility, repented
and renounced my parts as a false pathway to peace, forgave
those who hurt or abused me, I then became free through
the ministry of Be In Health in Thomston, GA.
I was
born and raised in Dallas area of Farmers Branch, Texas,
moved to Rockwall, Texas, in the 6th grade and graduated
from Rockwall High School. I have two older brothers, one
lives in Cleveland, OH, and the other lives in Weatherford,
Texas.
Through all sorts of traumatic
events and hurts very early in life, such as enduring abuse
and not loved properly, I shut down completely, plus I stopped
growing at age 3 because of trauma. My mom took me to the
best doctors around and the medical community diagnosed
me with learning disabilities and other issues. I was told
I would never be normal or go to a normal school. My parents,
desperate, was recommended to this special clinic for therapy
three times a week at age three (3).
At this clinic I received the worst horriffic trauma
a child should never experience. I received ritual abuse
through electric shock and other abuse from this doctor
which complicated even more issues creating many of my diseases
later in life as well as deep distrust, extreme fear (PTSD),
extreme anxiety and stress, as well as extreme insomnia.
Later, from age 6 to 12, I believe these people wanted me and almost kidnapped several times in my life but the hand of God was on me and the Lord protected me.
Because of my broken heart
from many different types of traumatic events, I did a lot of self-destructive behavior which brought a lot more abuse creating a lot of emotional baggage. Later in life, my dad's attempted suicide which caused even more extreme emotional pain, since
I was waiting for the day my dad would love me the way I
wanted to be loved, held and comforted. I left the church
diving head first in all the ways of the world to numb out my pain. Self destruction
out of Unloving Spirits working on me to destroy self. I did fall into the drug world for a short time becuase I could literally feel my heart harden that
brought fear to me. The Lord gave me a warning dream causing
me to return to the Lord at age 25.
More shame, more guilt,
more unclean spirits, spirit and emotional pain and more
self-hatred entered into my heart lead to deep depression as well as a hard time forgiving myself from the past mistakes. I did things I never said I would. You see the Lord visited me as a child and I knew I had a call on my life. There
were times I just wanted to die because of the shame and guilt. I learned later shame and guilt is not from God but from the enemy.
In high school, I had a near-death experience
because of self-infliction. I knew something was greatly
wrong when the priest came to my hospital to give me communion.
He recently was spirit filled through a renewal and lay
hands on me and was healed. This caused me to search more
for God then later became spirit filled. I got involved
with Happening and Cursio renewals.
I
asked the Lord why I fell away. He showed me I didn't know
His Word as a foundation. This revelation caused me to get
involved in as much bible study as I could. I went to Christ
For The Nations, BSF Bible Study and anything else to get
the Word in me. It did make a difference, but I still had
a broken heart.
From
1978 to 2000 I was serving the Lord in several different
ministries when I started falling apart emotionally around
2000 as well as physically. I could not hold it together
any longer. In 2004 I was introduced to "A More Excellent
Way." In April 2005 I attended, "For My Life"
at Pleasant Valley Church in Thomaston, GA, and my broken
heart was healed. My healing came when I laid down the desired
expectation from my dad that he could not love me the way
I needed to be loved. The Lord called me and co-founder,
Deborah, to start Journey2Wholeness Ministries to help others
to be set free. That is our heart beat!
My
Bio:
Even
though I was broken, I was always involved in ministry
because I knew I was called to help others since I was a
little girl.
DayStar
phone/prayer counselor
Ministering to satanically
ritually abused adults and with intercessory group
Involved in outreaches
and traveled to New Orleans twice to minister to the lost
and in the Dallas/Fort Worth area reaching the youth
Leadership - College
and Career Outreach at Fellowship Church
Cell Leader and Prayer
and Ministry Team at Shady Grove Church and other churches
and special events.
Ministry team for Catch
Fire, Light the Nations and other ministries - Dallas
Conferences
Prayer and Ministry team
with Shady Grove Church
Worked with the youth
and/or working with young children through teaching over
the years. I worked with ages from 3 to 18.
Worked with an organization
called Happening in the Episcopal Church for young people
and traveled around the United States teaching and ministering
3-day renewals.
Taught at the Day of
Upper Room teaching in the Episcopal Churches around the
State of Texas
Professional Christian
clown and worked with churches, schools in fundraising
events.
and much more...
Education
and Training:
Deliverance
and Healing ministry, Be In Health, by Henry Wright, in
Georgia (For My Life and For Their Life)
Vision
Life Ministries in Irving, Texas, in deliverance, intern
and ministry
Restoration
in Christ by Tom Hawkins - training in SRA
Streams
Ministry - John Paul Jackson (Prophetic)
Online
Prophetic School - Godspeak
Cell Group
Leadership Training
Hunter
Healing School
Outreach
training in evangelism
BSF Bible
Study and Group Leader
Christ
For The Nations in Dallas, Texas (School of Pastoral Ministry
- Pastoral Counseling)
Tyndale
Theological Seminary & Biblical Institute (Christian
Counseling)
Theophostic
Prayer Ministry by Ed Smith - (I no longer practice inner
healing)*
*
I don't support inner healing type ministries
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