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Co-Founder
of Journey2Wholeness Ministries. we minister locally,
nationally and international through iSchool.
Read my testimony below:
I
cannot tell you how thankful I am for God's word and promises
for healing in my life. His word says he came to heal ALL
diseases. I learned I had a broken
heart and I needed the Father's Love so desperately.
I also learned I had unloving spirits of self-hatred where
I turned against myself. Plus, extreme bitterness toward
my dad. When I started studying "A More Excellent Way,"
in 2004, I learned that 80% of all diseases of mankind have
a spiritual root with various psychological and biological
manifestations. All spiritually rooted diseases are a result
of separation on three levels - (Matthew 22:36-40).
- Separation
from God, His Word and His love.
- Separation
from yourself.
- Separation
from others.
When
you have a separation in any of these three areas, fear
comes in. When I learned to apply God's word in my life
and look for blocks, I was set free from my diseases listed
below:
- Asthma
– fear of abandonment in my life
- Insomnia
- my entire life since birth
- Heart
Disease (Mitro Valve Prolapse)
- Many
Food allergies and Environment Allergies
- Restless
Leg Syndrome
- Dissociative
Identity Disorder (DID)
- Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome
- Back
Pain - arthritis
- Extreme
anxiety attacks to the point I could not get out of bed
for a couple of days at a time.
- Oppression
and Depression
- Nightmares
and torment
- Low
Thyroid
- Hormone
Imbalance, and more
I've
done all the traditional stuff such as psychiatry counseling,
behavior modification, medications, Leanne Payne, Discovering
Intimacy, inner healing ministries, several deliverance
ministries (vision life, Don Dickerman Ministries, plus
other deliverance ministries), healing lines, alternative
medicine and seeding faith for my healing. None got until
"A More Excellent Way" got me free from my diseases.
I
had to come to terms with DID and that it is all demonic.
There is no where in the bible describing parts or alters,
but spirit beings that come in through traumas. When I took
responsibility, repented and renounced my parts as a false
pathway to peace, forgave those who hurt or abused me, I
then became free through the ministry of Be In Health in
Thomston, GA.
I
was born and raised in Dallas/Farmers Branch, Texas, moved
to Rockwall, Texas, in the 6th grade and graduated from
Rockwall High School. I have two older brothers, one lives
in Cleveland, OH, and the other lives in Weatherford, Texas.
Through
all the traumas I received, I shut down, plus I stopped
growing at age 3. My mom took me to many doctors who medically
diagnosed me with learning disabilities. I was told I would
never be normal or go to normal school. I proved them wrong
early on. My parents, desperate, were recommended this clinic
for help at age 3. At this clinic, I received horrific trauma
(unfortunately ritual abuse through electric shock and other
abuse from a wicked man) which complicated my issues creating
many of my diseases later in life as well as deep distrust,
extreme fear (PTSD), etc. In fact, I had extreme fear around
my dad and would pace the floor if around him too long -
I was literally afraid of him. The other weird issues I
had was I had extreme fear of the opposite sex and would
self-sabotage relationships.
Because
of my broken heart from issues of life, I went looking for
love in all the wrong places which brought a lot of abusive
dating events which brought more brokenness and shame into
my life. Because of my dad's near suicide attempt at age
24, which caused me extreme emotional pain, since I was
waiting for the day my dad would love me the way I wanted
to be loved, held and comforted. I left the church diving
head first in all the ways of the world (drugs and alcohol
and anything else to deal with my pain). Self destruction
out of Unloving Spirits working on me to destroy self. Through
taking drugs, I could literally feel my heart harden that
brought fear to me. The Lord gave me a warning dream causing
me to return to the Lord at age 25.
More
shame, more guilt, more unclean spirits, spirit and emotional
pain and more self-hatred entered into my heart and depression.
There were times I just wanted to die.
I
had a near-death experience because of self-infliction.
I knew something was greatly wrong when the priest comes
to my hospital to give me communion. He recently was spirit
filled through a renewal and lay hands on me and was healed.
This caused me to search more for God then later became
spirit filled. I got involved with Happening and Cursio
renewals.
I
asked the Lord why I fell away. He showed me I didn't know
His Word as a foundation. This revelation caused me to get
involved in as much bible study as I could. I went to Christ
For The Nations, BSF Bible Study and anything else to get
the Word in me. It did make a difference, but I still had
a broken heart.
From
1978 to 2000 I was serving the Lord in several different
ministries when I started falling apart emotionally around
2000 as well as physically. I could not hold it together
any longer. In 2004 I was introduced to "A More Excellent
Way." In April 2005 I attended, "For My Life"
at Pleasant Valley Church in Thomaston, GA, and my broken
heart was healed. My healing came when I laid down the desired
expectation from my dad that he could not love me the way
I needed to be loved. The Lord called me and co-founder,
Deborah, to start Journey2Wholeness Ministries to help others
to be set free. That is our heart beat!
MY
BIO
Even
though I was broken, I was always involved in ministry
because I knew I was called to help others since I was a
little girl.
- DayStar
phone/prayer counselor
-
Ministering to satanically ritually abused adults and
with intercessory group
- Involved
in outreaches and traveled to New Orleans twice to minister
to the lost and in the Dallas/Fort Worth area reaching
the youth
- Leadership
- College and Career Outreach at Fellowship Church
- Cell
Leader and Prayer and Ministry Team at Shady Grove Church
and other churches and special events.
- Ministry
team for Catch Fire, Light the Nations and other ministries
- Dallas Conferences
- Prayer
and Ministry team with Shady Grove Church
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Worked with the youth and/or working with young children
through teaching over the years. I worked with ages from
3 to 18.
- Worked
with an organization called Happening in the Episcopal
Church for young people and traveled around the United
States teaching and ministering 3-day renewals.
- Taught
at the Day of Upper Room teaching in the Episcopal Churches
around the State of Texas
- Professional
Christian clown and worked with churches, schools in fundraising
events.
- and
much more...
EDUCATION/TRAINING:
- Deliverance
and Healing ministry, Be In Health, by Henry Wright, in
Georgia (For My Life and For Their Life)
- Vision
Life Ministries in Irving, Texas, in deliverance, intern
and ministry
- Restoration
in Christ by Tom Hawkins - training in SRA
-
Streams Ministry - John Paul Jackson (Prophetic)
- Online
Prophetic School - Godspeak
- Cell
Group Leadership Training
- Hunter
Healing School
- Outreach
training in evangelism
- BSF
Bible Study and Group Leader
- Christ
For The Nations in Dallas, Texas (School of Pastoral Ministry
- Pastoral Counseling)
- Tyndale
Theological Seminary & Biblical Institute (Christian
Counseling)
- Theophostic
Prayer Ministry by Ed Smith - (I no longer practice inner
healing)*
*
I don't support inner healing type ministries
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