Healing a broken heart

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Co-Founder, Journey2Wholeness Ministries, teach, minister, public speaker, locally, nationally and international through iSchool. Read my testimony below:

I cannot tell you how thankful I am for God's word and promises for healing in my life. His word says he came to heal All diseases. I learned I had a broken heart and I needed the Father's Love so desperately. I also learned I had unloving spirits of self-hatred where I turned against myself. Plus, extreme bitterness toward my dad. When I started studying "A More Excellent Way," in 2004, I learned that 80% of all diseases of mankind have a spiritual root with various psychological and biological manifestations. All spiritually rooted diseases are a result of separation on three levels - (Matthew 22:36-40).

  • Separation from God, His Word and His love.
  • Separation from yourself.
  • Separation from others.

When you have a separation in any of these three areas, fear comes in. When I learned to apply God's word in my life and look for blocks, I was set free from my diseases listed below:

  • Asthma – fear of abandonment in my life
  • Insomnia - my entire life since birth
  • Heart Disease (Mitro Valve Prolapse)
  • Many Food allergies and Environment Allergies
  • Restless Leg Syndrome
  • Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
  • Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
  • Chronic Back Pain - arthritis
  • Extreme anxiety attacks to the point I could not get out of bed for a couple of days at a time.
  • Oppression and Depression
  • Nightmares and torment
  • Low Thyroid
  • Hormone Imbalance, and more

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I've done all the traditional stuff such as psychiatry counseling, behavior modification, medications, Leanne Payne, Discovering Intimacy, inner healing ministries, several deliverance ministries (vision life, Don Dickerman Ministries, plus other deliverance ministries), healing lines, alternative medicine and seeding faith for my healing. None got until "A More Excellent Way" got me free from my diseases - physically and mentally.

I had to come to terms with DID and that it is all demonic. There is no where in the bible describing parts or alters, but spirit beings that come in through traumas. When I took responsibility, repented and renounced my parts as a false pathway to peace, forgave those who hurt or abused me, I then became free through the ministry of Be In Health in Thomston, GA.

I was born and raised in Dallas area of Farmers Branch, Texas, moved to Rockwall, Texas, in the 6th grade and graduated from Rockwall High School. I have two older brothers, one lives in Cleveland, OH, and the other lives in Weatherford, Texas.

Through all sorts of traumatic events and hurts very early in life, such as enduring abuse and not loved properly, I shut down completely, plus I stopped growing at age 3 because of trauma. My mom took me to the best doctors around and the medical community diagnosed me with learning disabilities and other issues. I was told I would never be normal or go to a normal school. My parents, desperate, was recommended to this special clinic for therapy three times a week at age three (3).

At this clinic I received the worst horriffic trauma a child should never experience. I received ritual abuse through electric shock and other abuse from this doctor which complicated even more issues creating many of my diseases later in life as well as deep distrust, extreme fear (PTSD), extreme anxiety and stress, as well as extreme insomnia.
Later, from age 6 to 12, I believe these people wanted me and almost kidnapped several times in my life but the hand of God was on me and the Lord protected me.

Because of my broken heart from many different types of traumatic events, I did a lot of self-destructive behavior which brought a lot more abuse creating a lot of emotional baggage. Later in life, my dad's attempted suicide which caused even more extreme emotional pain, since I was waiting for the day my dad would love me the way I wanted to be loved, held and comforted. I left the church diving head first in all the ways of the world to numb out my pain. Self destruction out of Unloving Spirits working on me to destroy self. I did fall into the drug world for a short time becuase I could literally feel my heart harden that brought fear to me. The Lord gave me a warning dream causing me to return to the Lord at age 25.

More shame, more guilt, more unclean spirits, spirit and emotional pain and more self-hatred entered into my heart lead to deep depression as well as a hard time forgiving myself from the past mistakes. I did things I never said I would. You see the Lord visited me as a child and I knew I had a call on my life. There were times I just wanted to die because of the shame and guilt. I learned later shame and guilt is not from God but from the enemy.

In high school, I had a near-death experience because of self-infliction. I knew something was greatly wrong when the priest came to my hospital to give me communion. He recently was spirit filled through a renewal and lay hands on me and was healed. This caused me to search more for God then later became spirit filled. I got involved with Happening and Cursio renewals.

I asked the Lord why I fell away. He showed me I didn't know His Word as a foundation. This revelation caused me to get involved in as much bible study as I could. I went to Christ For The Nations, BSF Bible Study and anything else to get the Word in me. It did make a difference, but I still had a broken heart.

From 1978 to 2000 I was serving the Lord in several different ministries when I started falling apart emotionally around 2000 as well as physically. I could not hold it together any longer. In 2004 I was introduced to "A More Excellent Way." In April 2005 I attended, "For My Life" at Pleasant Valley Church in Thomaston, GA, and my broken heart was healed. My healing came when I laid down the desired expectation from my dad that he could not love me the way I needed to be loved. The Lord called me and co-founder, Deborah, to start Journey2Wholeness Ministries to help others to be set free. That is our heart beat!

My Bio:

Even though I was broken, I was always involved in ministry because I knew I was called to help others since I was a little girl.

  • DayStar phone/prayer counselor
  • Ministering to satanically ritually abused adults and with intercessory group
  • Involved in outreaches and traveled to New Orleans twice to minister to the lost and in the Dallas/Fort Worth area reaching the youth
  • Leadership - College and Career Outreach at Fellowship Church
  • Cell Leader and Prayer and Ministry Team at Shady Grove Church and other churches and special events.
  • Ministry team for Catch Fire, Light the Nations and other ministries - Dallas Conferences
  • Prayer and Ministry team with Shady Grove Church
  • Worked with the youth and/or working with young children through teaching over the years. I worked with ages from 3 to 18.
  • Worked with an organization called Happening in the Episcopal Church for young people and traveled around the United States teaching and ministering 3-day renewals.
  • Taught at the Day of Upper Room teaching in the Episcopal Churches around the State of Texas
  • Professional Christian clown and worked with churches, schools in fundraising events.
  • and much more...

Education and Training:

  • Deliverance and Healing ministry, Be In Health, by Henry Wright, in Georgia (For My Life and For Their Life)
  • Vision Life Ministries in Irving, Texas, in deliverance, intern and ministry
  • Restoration in Christ by Tom Hawkins - training in SRA
  • Streams Ministry - John Paul Jackson (Prophetic)
  • Online Prophetic School - Godspeak
  • Cell Group Leadership Training
  • Hunter Healing School
  • Outreach training in evangelism
  • BSF Bible Study and Group Leader
  • Christ For The Nations in Dallas, Texas (School of Pastoral Ministry - Pastoral Counseling)
  • Tyndale Theological Seminary & Biblical Institute (Christian Counseling)
  • Theophostic Prayer Ministry by Ed Smith - (I no longer practice inner healing)*

* I don't support inner healing type ministries

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