I
cannot tell you how thankful I am for God's word and promises
for healing in my life. His word says He came to heal
All diseases (Psalm 103:3-4).
Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all
his benefits- who forgives all your sins and heals all
your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and
crowns you with love and compassion,
Healing scriptures:
Exodus 23:25, Exodus 15:26, Jeremiah 30:17; Jesus
heals: Matthew 4:23, Matthew 8:14-17, Matthew
9:35, Matthew 4:23-25; God Calls His Disciples
to Heal: Matthew 10:1-8, Luke 10:8-9, Acts 3:11-16,
Acts 5:15-16; God sends us out to heal others:
Mark 16:15-20, Matthew 10:8, 1 Corinthians 12:28-31, James
5:16, Psalm 103:3
Most of all my broken
heart and wounded spirit was healed by accepting and
receiving God's love for me. I
started studying "A More Excellent Way" in 2004,
and I learned 80 percent of All diseases
of mankind have a spiritual root with various psychological,
spiritual and biological manifestations. Through
all my healings, Journey2Wholeness
Ministries birthed iSchool
to help others on their pathway to wholeness. We teach
why mankind has disease, the spiritual roots of disease,
blocks to healing, and that 80% of disease has a cause
and effect which is a result of separation on three levels
brings in fear and - (Matthew 22:36-40) much more. Our heart and compassion
is to restore the broken hearted and see others on a pathway
of wholeness.
Separation from God,
His Word and His love.
Separation from yourself.
Separation from others.
When there is separation
in any of these three areas listed above, fear comes in;
and fear is behind many diseases such as heart disease,
anxiety attacks, insomnia, lung diseases, etc. as well
as producing fear of man, fear of rejection, many other
fears. When I learned to apply God's word in my life,
I was set free from my diseases. Jesus came to heal All
diseases and He healed mine. Read my testimonies of how I was healed from the following diseases:
Many of my other diseases
came from a result of unforgiveness toward my dad. We
all know the Lord's prayer but did you know in He is a
man full of torment and self-hatred and when somone has
self-hatred, they cannot love others properly or affirm
their children. He was a man who love to provoke fighting.
Below is a teaching how to forgive and honor those who
hurt you physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
How to
Honor Parents When They Have Been Evil Towards You
I've done all the traditional
stuff such as psychiatry counseling, behavior modification,
medications, Leanne Payne, Discovering Intimacy, inner
healing ministries, several deliverance ministries (vision
life, Don Dickerman Ministries, plus other deliverance
ministries), healing lines, alternative medicine and seeding
faith for my healing. None got until "A More Excellent
Way" got me free from my diseases - physically and
mentally.
I had to come to terms
with DID and that it is all demonic. There is no where
in the bible describing parts or alters, but spirit beings
that come in through traumas. When I took responsibility,
repented and renounced my parts as a false pathway to
peace, forgave those who hurt or abused me, I then became
free through the ministry of Be In Health in Thomston,
GA.
I
was born and raised in Dallas area of Farmers Branch,
Texas, moved to Rockwall, Texas, in the 6th grade and
graduated from Rockwall High School. I have two older
brothers, one lives in Cleveland, OH, and the other lives
in Weatherford, Texas.
Through all sorts of traumatic
events and hurts very early in life, such as enduring
abuse and not loved properly, I shut down completely,
plus I stopped growing at age 3 because of trauma. My
mom took me to the best doctors around and the medical
community diagnosed me with learning disabilities and
other issues. I was told I would never be normal or go
to a normal school. My parents, desperate, was recommended
to this special clinic for therapy three times a week
at age three (3).
At this clinic I received the worst horriffic trauma a
child should never experience. I received ritual abuse
through horrific torture through electric shock and by
placing needles under my nails as well as other abusive
treatment from this doctor which complicated even more
issues creating many of my diseases later in life as well
as deep distrust, extreme fear (PTSD), extreme panic and
anxiety attacks in my life as well as high stress, producing
insomnia. Later, from age 6 to 12, I
believe these people tried to kidnap me several times
in my life but the hand of God was on me and the Lord
protected me.
Because of my broken heart from many different types of traumatic events, I did a
lot of self-destructive behavior which brought a lot more
abuse creating a lot of emotional baggage. Later in life,
my dad's attempted suicide which caused even more extreme
emotional pain, since I was waiting for the day my dad
would love me the way I wanted to be loved, held and comforted.
I left the church diving head first in all the ways of
the world to numb out my pain. Self destruction out of
Unloving Spirits working on me to destroy self. I did
fall into the drug world for a short time becuase I could
literally feel my heart harden that brought fear to me.
The Lord gave me a warning dream causing me to return
to the Lord at age 25.
More shame, more guilt,
more unclean spirits, spirit and emotional pain and more
self-hatred entered into my heart lead to deep depression
as well as a hard time forgiving myself from the past
mistakes. I did things I never said I would. You see the
Lord visited me as a child and I knew I had a call on
my life. There were times I just wanted to die because
of the shame and guilt. I learned later shame and guilt
is not from God but from the enemy.
In high school, I had
a near-death experience because of self-infliction. I
knew something was greatly wrong when the priest came
to my hospital to give me communion. He recently was spirit
filled through a renewal and lay hands on me and was healed.
This caused me to search more for God then later became
spirit filled. I got involved with Happening and Cursio
renewals.
I
asked the Lord why I fell away. He showed me I didn't
know His Word as a foundation. This revelation caused
me to get involved in as much bible study as I could.
I went to Christ For The Nations, BSF Bible Study and
anything else to get the Word in me. It did make a difference,
but I still had a broken heart.
From
1978 to 2000 I was serving the Lord in several different
ministries when I started falling apart emotionally around
2000 as well as physically. I could not hold it together
any longer. In 2004 I was introduced to "A More Excellent
Way." In April 2005 I attended, "For My Life"
at Pleasant Valley Church in Thomaston, GA, and my broken
heart was healed. My healing came when I laid down the
desired expectation from my dad that he could not love
me the way I needed to be loved. The Lord called me and
co-founder, Deborah, to start Journey2Wholeness Ministries
to help others to be set free. That is our heart beat!
My
Bio:
Even
though I was broken, I was always involved in
ministry because I knew I was called to help others since
I was a little girl.
Involved in outreaches
and traveled to New Orleans twice to minister to the
lost and in the Dallas/Fort Worth area reaching the
youth
Leadership - College
and Career Outreach at Fellowship Church
Cell Leader and Prayer
and Ministry Team at Shady Grove Church and other churches
and special events.
Ministry team for Catch
Fire, Light the Nations and other ministries - Dallas
Conferences
Prayer and Ministry
team with Shady Grove Church
Worked with the youth
and/or working with young children through teaching
over the years. I worked with ages from 3 to 18.
Worked with an organization
called Happening in the Episcopal Church for young people
and traveled around the United States teaching and ministering
3-day renewals.
Taught at the Day of
Upper Room teaching in the Episcopal Churches around
the State of Texas
Professional Christian
clown and worked with churches, schools in fundraising
events.
and much more...
Education
and Training:
Deliverance
and Healing ministry, Be
In Health, by Henry Wright, in Georgia (For My Life
and For Their Life)
